Hola,
I'm not a highschooler anymore. Yea, but still looking for college.
I'm so happy that I've actually made it, you know finishing high school, alive. It's not like I'm exaggerating things about high school. But really, if you by any chance study in my school with all that system and schedule and the homework, getting out alive is the only thing you want. High school is so cruel, but so is college.
To fill this status quo -_- I spend my days reading internet stuffs which lately become so bias with political junk. I also happened to read my posts (all posts) in this blog and I come to realize that: GOD, HOW COULD I BE SO NAIVE, SO INNOCENT, SO 'ALAY' WRITING ALL THIS THINGS? Embarrassed
? Absolutely yes, my dear.
But you know what, THANK GOD I CAME TO MY COMMON SENSE TO WRITE ALL THIS THINGS. All of it is a proof that I've grown from a caterpillar to a bigger caterpillar hahaha :D I don't want to mention that now I'm a pupa or even a butterfly because I don't feel that I am.
I just realize that in my younger ages it just so happened to me to write all the things that came to my thought and posted it. I've never imagine the after effect, would it embarrass me, would it hurt anybody. I didn't think of it. But now, to write a post I have to think more than half an hour just to press the 'publish' button. Yes, I'm a big over-thinking caterpillar now :p
Hopefully someday I can become a butterfly, sweet and free. And I will never forget that I was once just a caterpillar. To help me in those days, I decide to continue writing on this blog. ^^
I'm not a highschooler anymore. Yea, but still looking for college.
I'm so happy that I've actually made it, you know finishing high school, alive. It's not like I'm exaggerating things about high school. But really, if you by any chance study in my school with all that system and schedule and the homework, getting out alive is the only thing you want. High school is so cruel, but so is college.
To fill this status quo -_- I spend my days reading internet stuffs which lately become so bias with political junk. I also happened to read my posts (all posts) in this blog and I come to realize that: GOD, HOW COULD I BE SO NAIVE, SO INNOCENT, SO 'ALAY' WRITING ALL THIS THINGS? Embarrassed
? Absolutely yes, my dear.
But you know what, THANK GOD I CAME TO MY COMMON SENSE TO WRITE ALL THIS THINGS. All of it is a proof that I've grown from a caterpillar to a bigger caterpillar hahaha :D I don't want to mention that now I'm a pupa or even a butterfly because I don't feel that I am.
I just realize that in my younger ages it just so happened to me to write all the things that came to my thought and posted it. I've never imagine the after effect, would it embarrass me, would it hurt anybody. I didn't think of it. But now, to write a post I have to think more than half an hour just to press the 'publish' button. Yes, I'm a big over-thinking caterpillar now :p
Hopefully someday I can become a butterfly, sweet and free. And I will never forget that I was once just a caterpillar. To help me in those days, I decide to continue writing on this blog. ^^
