Cory Monteith :'(

Hwaaa, tonight was the worst night. You know, I kinda a maniac of musical things, so when I first time watched Glee I felt like I finally found my soulmate. I love Glee since the first episode until current season. I collect every episode of the current season. I love Rachel Berry and her temper and her boyfriend, Finn.
I kinda shock when I knew they were together in real life, but it's just a happy news for me. I'm their shipper. I love their love story. I love when they act together. I love when they sing together.
But, suddenly, today I read a blast about Cory Monteith dead on Facebook. I check my tumblr and there's so many posts about Cory. He's found dead at a hotel. When Lea heard it, she was very shock--who wouldn't? They will just get married and now Cory's died. Who the hell is life messes up with? T.T I'm so sad as the Glee fans. Next season will never be the same.
RIP Cory Monteith, we will always miss you, and your life :')

just imagine you're Lea. one moment you're happy of getting married to a fabulous man and then tear down apart knowing the man has gone forever...

"Yes, I will marry you"

this moment won't be real :'(

Bali w/ my friends

So, this is our trip to Bali. Maybe our last big trip since we're now already in 12th grade. So many things to do, so many tests to face. But it's okay. You're gonna work hardcore if you want to make it, right?
I'm so glad I could spend my time with them. High school is rough you know, but with friends you can make it more fun. I love you, guys!

On the ship, me with red polka

hahaha, as the captain :D

tanah lot ;)

@ the end of 1st day

@ guest house. me with the purple pattern top

w/ snake. we were so brave!

ready for parasailing ^^

@ penyu island

@ Beratan Bedugul

just me. well ehm :)

you know guys, I already miss our togetherness. Hope we can make it sometime ;)

There is always a first time for everything

So today I was feeling so happy. I mean not that happy but that happy (u won't understand what I mean).
Like the tittle:

There is always a first time for everything

So I've been collect our first time of everything:

1. First time you called my name, to return my book

2. First time you laughed with me when I joked

3. First time you answered my question, about a movie we watched

4. First time you helped me to play volley ball because I can't even hold the ball

5. First time you replied my text

6. First time you asked me to join your event but I refused :(

7. First time you got angry to me because I disappointed you

8. First time you texted me first, which made my day so bright

:D

Struck By Lightning

This is Carson. He's so active in class.

Meet Malerie. She always documented everything.

 Hey, World! I just watched a movie titled struck by lightning. It is such an interesting yet ironic to me. And it makes me think about my life. My current life and my future life. Well, the story center to Carson Philips (Chris Cofler-- who portrayed Kurt in Glee) a president of suck school magazine, Chronicle. He is also Writer's Club leader. And it is also a suck club since there just a few of kids joined. But there's Malerie that appears in whole movie as Carson bestfriend that sticks to him and help him in making Literature Magazine that requested by Northwestern University to complete his application. Which that magazine is contributed by all the students he and Malerie blackmailed. They write anything they can (but for me all of the writings are impressive) to make sure Carson won't spread out their secrets.

Carson and Mal get ready for blackmailed their friends.

This is when Carson advice Mal for her writing. "Let the ideas find you!"

Life is like lightning.

Right! Just FIVE student in this magazine!

The submission box turns into junk box. Poor Carson :(

Carson struggles in his life. Everyone in high school seems to hate him because he's freak, brave, active in all meeting discussion, and totally sarcastic. He's been bullied by other student because he's not popular and he's the president of a totally weird magazine. So Carson hates that town and the school and all people and really wants to get out from there by applying to Northwestern. But the moment he's accepted, his mother throws away the verification letter which leads to making Carson mad.
And I was really crying deep because all of the scene make me think about my own life. I was like Carson-- struggling to survive-- and maybe I still am. And I live my life like there's no tomorrow. I mean, I still think about my future plan, but I also always doing and saying stupid things. I wasted my time sitting in front of my notebook, typing, hoping that someone out there maybe read my things when I supposed to study for tomorrow English midtest. I just-- like Carson-- too busy to hoping for things I don't have yet, instead of thanking for everything I already have.

I like this. He knows what he wants!

 And what about you? Do you have any plan for your future? Do you have something in your mind that you really want to say but you just piled it in your brain waiting it to explode? Do you ever hate your life because it's not that interesting like your friends'? Do you ever have the plan that didn't happen like it should do? Do you ever missing something from the past and want it badly to skip your bad memories? 'Cause I do.

 So for you who haven't watch this movie, just watch it. It's just a simple yet mentally educational teenager movie, but it is worth watching... so many messages you will get from this movie! :D Go up Struck by Lightning ^^

You ARE who you PRETEND to be

Well... that's a quote or a tagline of a movie I currently downloaded. Title is Unicorn City. It's an indie film and not so popular in my society (and I love seeing indie movie). Today I was sick so I didn't get to school, I ended up watching this remarkable movie.
So the plot is about Voss a jobless gamer that tries to apply to gaming company. When he's being interviewed the admin said that he has to be a leader gamer. Not just a gamer but also a LEADER. Voss argues that he has already a leader but the admin doesn't believe. so he asks Voss to comeback apply and show the evidence that he is a leader, for atleast 50 people. Voss goes home frustrated. I think he just so unlucky. Like he has a strange brother Clancy live together and a sensitive leader of his society of gaming, ShadowHawk who is a fucking retarded man. Fortunately he has a lovely freak best friend, Marsha.
I think Marsha such a geek but smart-ass girl 'cause she can think many ideas to solve Voss problems. She is gamer too and I love her character. She is pretty, blonde, tall, and suppa-freak hahaha :D She is innocently dating a user she has been accompanied to fight online but already broke him because Voss tells that Tanick (this game user) may not be good. Marsha mistakenly this words and thinks that Voss may in love with her, but Voss actually doesn't give a fuck.
From Marsha's suggestion Voss makes a Utopian city for a gamer in a peace area near forest. Hahaha Marsha is such a brilliant odd girl. She makes Voss a coat, breakfast, and unicorn cupcakes. By this Voss receives his vision to built Unicorn City (he sees unicorn poster at Marsha's house). He phones all his best friends to gather and asks Marsha to filming all his action as a leader to get a job.
Finally Voss builds this Unicorn City. All people in here are all gamers. They must acts and dress like their character. They also have to choose their user ID. Like Voss uses Magmald and Marsha uses Roshana.
Marsha feels unsure with her feeling but her emo girl persuades her to dance in a night. Marsha dances and at the time Voss looks like he falls for Marsha. But he just such a looser that says 'You're different'. Aaaah idiot right?
Shadow Hawk then comes to the camp and tempts the gamers with foods. He admits to Marsha that he is Tanick (Marsha online boyfriend). He sends fake reporters to shoots Unicorn City. Voss and Clancy believes that then jump into the van. But the reporter trick them out into elsewhere forest. Felling so frustrated, Voss and Clancy fight and Voss says spicy words to his brother. It makes Clancy sad and left Voss to go home. Voss feels sorry, he comes back to Unicorn City just to helps the residences when they ambushed by the local polices. He chase Shadow Hawk out of the forest and jumps to helps Marsha. Wheeew so sweet I like this scene :D :))
But many cops come along and arrest them.
Voss and his best friends attend the judgement of their action. Luckily the judge is a gamer too so they safe in order the judge asks them to built a new Unicorn City in town and let him to be the king. They deal.

Voss meets the admin again to show his video and notes as a gamer and leader. The admin badly laughs and feel so inspires by Voss crazy idea to built a utopia land. The admin accept him, but Voss finally figures out what best for him so he refuses the job surely. He ends up with no job again but this time he feels happy because has Marsha on his side. On the launching day of new Unicorn City, Voss silently  confess his feeling to Marsha by her note :D The film ends up with Clancy on the military camp receives package from Voss that contains his awkward-sword-that-definitely-is-a-water-pipe -__- :D

This film is so funny. You'll laugh at entirely plot. Hahaha :D You are who you pretend to be. That's so sickly right. If you pretend to be a leader you will be a leader. If you pretend to be a looser you will be the one. So just pretend to be the the best side of you and see what will happen to your life...
Now I'll pretend to be smart and healthy girl so I can comeback to school tomorrow and finish all the task I missed today =___=

When Clancy finds his sword

This is Unicorn citizen

Yeah, crazy Marsha and idiot Voss

new Unicorn citiy

Sooo sweet :'))

One Thousand and One Nights

Today at the last period, Bu Wahyu our Bahasa Indonesia teacher taught us about hikayat. It's an old epic literature that use ancient Melayu language. The story usually about fairytale, palaces, kings n queens, and other fantastic characters.
Then accidentally she told about the story, hikayat that she knew and very famous: One Thousand and One Nights (Kisah 1001 Malam).
"There is a king who actually wise, good, and low-profiled," she told us. "But because of his wife have an affair with her slave, he becomes very angry. Then he kills his wife and all the slaves. Since then he thinks that all women in the world are all the same. So he becomes very wicked, cruel, rough, and killer. For three years he asks his vizier to search virgin woman to married with. But the after the first night he always kills his new brides, yes after he enjoys them.-___- Until the virgins in that kingdom are almost gone. Then he marries a smart girl. In the first night, the girl tells a tale that ended unfinished so the king is curious about the ending. But the girl says that she won't finish the story because she will dead the morning. The king, because of his curiosity about the hikayat, postpones the execution until the next night. But the next night his new wife continuing a story and adds another new story but before it finished the time for execution is coming. The king postpones again the execution. It happens until 1001 nights. Wonderful right? *Can't you calculate how long is that? 2 half year more*, finally the wife never gets killed by the king. He and She lives happily ever after."
Then after coming home I searched on Google and find much more about the hikayat. The king name is Syahrayar and the queen is Syahrezad. Omooo what a beautiful name!
And I have a feeling that sultan Syahrayar is handsome! Because it shows on every tail of the tale that he just keep silent and hoping Shyahrezar continuing her story. No word. Speak just if it necessary. So cold :3
And somehow I think every guy that cold is cool and handsome at the same time :D
Thanks Bu Wahyu for the story ^^

Nostalgia w/ Nickelodeon

Hey, blogies...
well, I have nothing to do w/ my holiday. Nothing to do what I want really do. I have to help my Mama, clean the house, be a part time driver, etc. What I want to do are having fun w/ sum of my friends, read go novels, travelling, cycling, and books hunting. But guess what? I just stay at home like thousands years, 'cause Papa still works out of town. 
I spent most of my time infront of laptop. twitter, fbook, tumblr, n flickr, seems to my bestest friends for this time. And I try to do some design of party womenwears. Here are the pics:

Today I search for good quotes on twitter then I found it! 

Hahhahaha, it's in Bahasa. I'll translate it for you: The beautiful spoiled girl= girlfriend candidate| The beautiful mean girl= wife candidate||| that's all :D

hahahaha when I read this, my mind flies to old Nickelodeon series, Hey Arnold!. It's the best animated for kids movie I've ever watched since I was young enough. Even I still didn't know about what kind of love feeling it, I like that series no matter what. :))
It's been so long since I stop watching it. Fact: my ages passes faster than this series episodes :( so I stopped watching it as my Papa told me.
Now, I searched on google and found so many articles, pages, and news about Hey Arnold! and I feel so excited to swim again into the funny yet dramatic atmosphere of this one. So I did it. I swam :p

Ah... I still remember how I really fall in love with Arnold bcz of his smile, smirks, aaand even his insensitivity to his main fan : HELGA. Wooo when I clicked her name link I still like her. Yeah, when I watched it at the first time, I knew that Helga is the main character besides Arnold. She is bold showed in the series as the very sensitive, tomboy, and anarchist. Even the character is so opposite to myself (ehm!-___-) I love herrr! I love the idea that actually Helga depicts almost girl feeling to her crush. Like: she loves Arnold, but denies it. She wants to be with Arnold so badly, but always mocking him. She jealous with his crush, but says she hates everything about him. She always act tomboy, hard, rough, rude, to Arnold :3 
She confuses about her feeling to him. Sometimes she wants him, sometimes she hate him bcuz he can't feel the same way. Arnold is so insensitive and thinks Helga just a bully girl in school that needed attention. He  don't know Helga's feeling and I feel so sad about this :(((
Oh, I hope Arnold loves her too because I really love Helga personalities. She is intelligent, she gets 100 in math tests, best in writes poetry, sarcastic, critic, tough, and strong. Writes poetry? Yes. Mr. Simmons likes to order her on the class to read her poetry task and all of it is GOOOD I think. She loves playing with rhymes like TaySwift. hehehe :D Sarcastic? Yeah, I love girl that can say bad think with soft style. Like saying a bitch ugly with 'You're so damn beautiful like a barbie doll that loss its nose, hair, mouth, and fucking burnt head'. It's kind of smartness. Critic? Yes, even she is so mean to others she is so critic when she gets humiliated or when foreigners make contact. Tough? Uyeeeh, though Arnold always ignored her, she still loves him no matter what. Strong? You know, Helga also takes Jiu Jitsu classes to a cop. It's really cool...

I never watch last episodes of Hey Arnold but I'd like to buy it with expensive charge in order to get full series of it ^^ really... but w/ subtitle of course hehehehe :D

The in here  I found that in the end Helga and Arnold date :3 I'm so happy like myself date :p But because of sumthing they broke up. 

In the Patakis (series that never be aired by damned Nickelodeon because too dark for the audiences, but I disagree) reveals that Arnold moved to another town. Helga lives with his parents and Olga and she gets tinnier and cuter and more girly-likes. She then moves to search Arnold and I don't know what happen next ToT I really miss that series I want to watch it. Hwaaaaa T.T