The World in My Mind: This is a new journey

So taddaaa!!!
It's been a long time since my last post (well, the entry about manager is not included kkk since it was meant to be my assignment).
Actually I made a promise to myself not to write anything before semester break because I was afraid that if I post something good it will destroy the rest. So I waited till this moment. This is the last day of semester break (tomorrow I will be back to the jungle LOL).

Do you remember that I almost gave up about applying to ITS? Since I didn't make it via SNMPTN, I thought maybe ITS wasn't for me. So I started looking for other options that I just randomly chose from catalog. My parents felt sorry about the rejection and tried to make me happy. Well I spent a whole day whining and crying because of the announcement.
Then my dad said that it wasn't the time for regret everything, it was the time to get up and plan my life. So I wiped my tears and came to living room to talk about other universities.

I didn't mention ITS because apparently I was just too broken-heart to remember it. It was like trying to forget your first love. IT IS MY FIRST LOVE. I'd never imagine myself becoming other college student but ITS. When everyone asked what college I would go to, I would answer: ITS. But then I had to be realistic so I chose another. It made my parents confuse and asked why I didn't list the institute that reject me for SNMPTN entry. I said that I was too afraid to receive second rejection from it. I was afraid that because of my ego I would loose the opportunity to continue my study.

My dad told me:

"You can compromise anything but one thing, your dreams."

Then I said that the standard was so very high I was afraid to try and fail. SBMPTN was my last option so I couldn't take it for granted. I don't want to regret my choice.

Then my dad said:

"The only thing you'll regret is not trying. Be brave. To be or not to be. Don't cry when you see your friends made it while you were just too afraid to apply."

Well, he was right, like always. So, I made my mind and chose ITS. SBMPTN has 3 choices based on priority, and I chose ITS for three of them. LOL can you imagine it?
It's like I bet all my life for it.

And it's worth it. They accepted me. Well not my first choice but it's okay.

Now I am studying Information Systems in ITS. It's like the combination of Informatics Engineering (my first choice) and management.

Well, at first I didn't like it because I hated the management part (it's hard for me to memorize all the materials) but then I started to like it. And I can survive. It was because of my friends who helped me.

We will fight together until S. Kom is written next to our name :)

Yeah, I guess my dad was right. I will never compromise my dreams again, I will never doubt my capability, I will believe that if there's a will there's a way.

And Thanks a lot GOD, I love you :*
please forgive my rant in this post

I made many moments and I feel good about them. From now on I will definitely enjoy my life :)